just re-read my last post. whoa what a huge impact the rejection had on me. i wish i could just lie to myself and go "it don't matter much" or "i didn't want it that badly ANYWAY", but i can't. i know i really wanted it and i know i did all i bloody could to get there. but anyway, the past cannot be undone and life goes on. besides, the disappointment is gradually fading and i'm already quite alright with it.

anyways, i feel pretty bored these days. how strange it is, just a few weeks back i could not wait for the hols to come, now that it IS here, i can't wait to be back in school, back wif all my friends.

bah. im really bored.

and i went to watch the movie "dreamship surprise" on tuesday ALONE. cos my mum suddenly wanted to watch sympathy for lady vengeance and i had nothing to do. so yar decided to watch this german comedy. expectations were low going into the cinema, but oh what a show it turned out to be!! i throughly enjoyed myself and i laughed like a total madman. the movie was like a combination of star wars, dude where's my car and austin powers. that should give you a good idea of what the show's like. should also give you a very good idea why i loved it.

the movie was about three gay guys being called upon to save the world by travelling back in time to stop earthlings from discovering a martian spaceship that crashed in nevada, USA. ok, the plot is dumb and irrelevant, but from the start, its star wars spoof galore!!! and very austin powers-ish humour which really had in stitches.

ok, so the comedy was great. but i think the love scene was CRAP. no, not the love scene in the movie. there was this couple who were erm, very much in touch with each other, if u know what i mean...ok fine. they were making out. LOUDLY. occasional giggles and erm, agreeing noises, again if u know what i mean.. punctuated the pre-movie trailers. thankfully, they stopped just when the movie started.

seriously, i think making out in cinemas, especially when there's someone right next to the "action" is quite irritating. i mean, the occasional kiss or hug is fine by me, but loud noises? that really puts me off. and if you ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO, please at least like go to a quiet corner, not right next to ME!!! irritating horny fools. was tempted to like say "go get a room" but then the following might have happened...

Me: "tsktsk, go get a room lar please.."
horny guy: "who are you? room what room? i send you go hospital room ar!" [punch]

yes. i've since learned from previous experiences to keep my mouth shut sometimes.

and now i gtg prepare for OP. argh don't we all hate pw.